MY NOT SO FUNNY VALENTINE, 2012.
But indeed it made the rest, the best.
I am gasping for air, i cannot breath.
i am clinging for my dear life.
i look up at the old church, almost crumbling into dust.
i look down and saw my heart, stomped, shattered,
if you must.
bits by bits, pieces to pieces.
as you turn, never looking back.
the only words you said, even lips don’t move
you love her more than me,
today, of all the days you could.
seems like an easy task, just like a shout in the woods.
church bells ringing in my ears,
i step outside and i fell silent.
As Silence can ever be.
Strutting my best self, came to see you by the old.
still standing, this church, surprisingly mend, it hold.
happy as every little angels sing to the song,
like this minster, no quakes can shake,
no storm can break.
i am now back, not with a vengeance,
but somebody as strong.
no more silence, this heart can only beat,
as you confess this love of yours still running deep.
heart almost stops, then quicken.
i dont know what came to you with that thinkin’!
you turned your back before,
words were never needed,
heard it as loud as the bang of a closing door,
now, what am i missing?
Hurt me before, cupid, that was your last stint.
you can never hurt me anymore,
brought the toughest shield.
hit me with an arrow, then leave me in colds and sorrow?
never can do that again,
not with you, boy, oh really no, no!
Faith, and love and trust,
thats all i need every day and every ‘morrow.
happiness is a choice, somebody might say.
then i chose to be happy and love, yes!
not only on Valentines day.